Tuesday, August 27, 2013

SSM stand for special study module

Assalamualaikum..

kebosanan aku di hari ini, so aku nak ceritakan pasal course yang aku ambik untuk third year ni.. Malas nak hurai panjang panjang pasal course yang utama untuk subjek medikal, so, kita straight away ke subjek sampingan atau dikenali sebagai SSM ni.. kalau masa first year, kami diwajibkan ambik subjek English for medical science. Bagi aku subjek ni memang ringan la jugak.. boleh la kalau nak ponteng sekali sekala.. dua kali dua kala.. Overall, kelas ni kami belajar pasal beberapa perkataan yang sinonimnya patient akan sebut bila dia mengadu sesuatu, crucial jugaklah sewaktu history taking, supaya kita dapat letak scale yang sesuai betapa kroniknya penyakit yang dialami oleh patient tu. Kami belajar jugak pasal communication, dan cara untuk handle patient punya history taking. Korang tak tau history taking tu apa? Benda ni khusus la untuk para doktor sewaktu berjumpa patient untuk kenal pasti apa punca penyakit yang dialami, bukan straight away tau penyakit tu ye... kena buat dulu beberapa diagnosis supaya tak tersalah penyakit... nak tau lebih lanjut, ce google..

Tahun kedua, aku menggagahkan diri ambik clinical nutrition, faktor utama aku amek subjek ni adalah sebabnya subjek ni tak ada Exam final year. Itu adalah impian mutlak seorang student. Tak ada exam, so tak stress.. Aku just kena buat esei tentang apa apa topik.. ini pun kewl jugak.. sebab tak ada topik khusus, jadi tak adalah rumit nak fikir, so aku ambil jalan mudah, aku just buat esei pasal coeliac disease.. done! :) and then, aku kena present topik tentang pencernaan makanan dalam badan kepada student sekolah rendah, which is really a precious memory.. :) best, sebab dapat cakap dengan pelajar sana, dan aku dapat tahu diorang ni sebenarnya lebih kurang je macam budak budak kita kat Malaysia. Lepas tu, mereka pun ada RMT tau.. rancangan makanan tambahan. Bagus.. :) Overall, itu je aku kena buat masa amek clinical nutrition ni.

Tahun ketiga.... jeng jeng jeng.. menurut pendapat aku, tahun ni tak banyak choice yang diberi untuk pilih subjek sampingan yang disukai. Aku rasa nervous pulak memikiokannya. akhirnya, aku nekad, nak pilih subjek yang luar dari bidang aku. Aku nak cuba... so, aku ambil Biomedical Design. Aku pun tak berapa pasti apa yang buat aku berkenan.. tapi, aku nampak subjek ni macam lain je dari yang lain. Banyak belajar pasal benda engineering! Yes! Yang tu lah sebenarnya yang aku rasa kewl pasal subjek ni.. lagipun, subjek ni tak ada jugak end of year exam, plus, para pengajar dia pun daripada engineering punya department. kami belajar pasal alat alatan yang digunakan dalam bidang medik, so far aku fikir macam teknologi untuk scan mata ke, pasal CT scan ke.. lebih kurang macam tu lah.. sound interesting is it? try nak jadi engineer pulak.. :P

okelah.. got to go.. nanti aku cerita benda lain.. tengah khusyuk nak habiskan novel melayu.. malas nak bawak balik sana.. berat beg aku! daa.. assalam.. :)

Thursday, August 22, 2013

KAHWIN? JODOH?

Assalamualaikum...

Hai stalkers! tak ada kerjalah kan aku ni. nak mengarut pasal jodoh pulak. humm.. by the way, aku ni bukanlah orang yang gila gila punya berpengalaman dalam soal percintaan ni. Dan aku akui, aku memang sangat suka dengar orang bercerita pasal kisah orang orang yang berchenta ni. Banyak orang bagi pendapat, dan banyak pasangan yang berlainan ragam. Ada yang bahagia konsisten je sampai bertahun tahun (tapi, di sebaliknya, tak taulah apa yang mereka alami.. tapi, aku tengok elok je), ada yang dah bertunang, ada yang dah kahwin pon! haa.. aku tak taulah trend ke apa sekarang ni.. semua nak kawen awal.. kawan aku dah berapa orang dah kawen.. (bunyik cam jeles ja) memang pon.. :P

Buat aku terfikir, macam mana la mak bapak dorang boleh bagi kawen awal.. ciss.. haha.. tapi, lepas fikir punya fikir.. aku rasa ada sebab Allah lambatkan jodoh aku.. mungkin sebab aku ni banyak lagi benda yang tak cukup. Dari segi persediaan mental dan rohani terutamanya. Kawen bukan bab main main.. susah tau kalau ada tanggungjawab.. tetambah macam aku ni, yang bakal nak jadi doktor.. perghhh... aku rasa aku ni belum matang lagi. asyik nak main dan nonton cerita korea ja, apa kes lah nak kawen uols? Aku tengok kebanyakan umur umur aku yang dah kawen ni mesti lelaki tu akan tua sikit lah, I mean orang tu dah kerja tetap, boleh la bagi makan bini anak.. HAHA.. kalau setakat masih belajar aku rasa susah la.. memanglah kawen tu bagus, bagi rezeki.. tapi, kita ni dah bersedia belum? kawen bukan setakat nak menghalalkan perhubungan, tapi satu tanggungjawab yang bakal disoal di akhirat kelak. perghh.. jangan buat main main. Budak muda sekarang nak kawen je tau, tapi amal ibadat kemana... camna tu nak asuh isteri? ciss.. membebel lagi aku ni..

Macam macam pendapat aku dengar pasal kawen ni.. Ada orang kata kawen awal bagus, mampos la parents aku bagi kan? but, i agreed with them.. kawen awal, no time for yourself tauu? baik enjoy duit sendiri dulu. ada rumah ada kereta, dah stabil baru go! In shaa Allah... kalau jodoh tak kemana.. Ada orang kata pulak kawan lama lama nanti tak jadi. Ishh! Tak baiklah mendoakan orang macam tu. in shaa Allah... jaga perhubungan dan batas, doa banyak banyak kat Allah.. Dia Maha Mendengar.. so, stop saying such things.. kasihan kat orang yang dah lama kawan... takut tak jadi... :') bila nak kawen awal, semua benda jadi terburu buru.. Entahlah, itu pendapat aku.. tapi, pendapat aku yang lain pulak, kalau parents dah bagi green light, dan keluarga korang memang stabil dari sudut kewangan terutamanya, no hal lah! just go for it!

Dan! Satu lagi yang aku prasan kalau geng geng aku ni kawen, mesti dorang ni jenis yang.. camne eh.. yang ilmu agama penuh di dada... HAA.. faham la kan? kalau aku kat stage dua.. dorang ni kira dah stage lapan sembilan camtu.. HAAAA.. kalau orang camni kawen, aku tak heran sangatlah. Baguslah.. tapi, aku pulak yang jeles.. hehehe.. and, most people warn kat aku, tunang jangan lama lama.. yepp.. aku setuju.. sebab waktu tunang memang banyak sangat cabaran... tapi, in shaa Allah.. aku nak cuba jaga hubungan ni... bismillah..kuatkanlah ya Allah.. :)

Dah lah, tetiba pulak aku ni kan? Ada ka abah aku nak minta hantaran rm25 ribu? tamau hakuu.. -.-"
Kalau mas kawen tinggi takpe.. hihihi.. but, for me, simple is nice... :)

p/s : Awak, kalau mahal sangat hantaran, kita kawen kat Siam je lah.. haha.. (gurau)

Sunday, August 18, 2013

HARI RAYA AND STUFFS

Assalamualaikum.. it has been a while guys.. do you miss me? *muntah*

Okey... shall we begin?
Hehe.. It has been a week since we are celebrating Eidulfitri... so, hows thing going? For me, it was just a simple celebration with my beloved family. We wore RED for the first day of Eid. Why RED? It is all because of my lil brother who first bought his RED baju melayu. So, all four of us had to buy the same bright red colour for the sake of BORIA.. HOHOI..

How many baju kurung I had for this year? *Acece..mcm interview diri sendiri pulak*

I did not plan at all.. sumpah!:P the first baju kurung was when I glanced through a website, HIJRAHCOUTURE and I stopped at a baju kurung which was quite nice to me. Before this, I looked through other websites and suddenly I came across this website because I was attracted to Fatin Liyana's baju kurung which she posts on her blog a few months before. Actually, I never try buying clothes online, this was seriously for the first time. So, as a newbies, I did not know much how to deal. HEHE.. plus, at that time I was stressed because of something that made me making such a hurried decision and regret after that.. *sigh* I decided to buy just in a few seconds and pm the owner's Facebook after paid for that baju kurung. She emailed me back and left some advice for me..
" Dear customer, kalau nak beli, make sure dapat reply dulu dari owner lepas isi borang baru buat bayaran sebab takut baju yang diminta tiada stok.. Tq" :P

HAHAHA.. sengih sorang sorang... FOINE... aku salah. I did not tell any of my family members until the postman arrived and they comment that my baju kurung was like a pyjamas. What?! Oh, yeah. I admitted that too.. again..*sigh* but, after all I had successfully bought an outfit ONLINE. YUHHUU.. (tepuk dahi..:P)

My second baju kurung was sponsored by my aunty. She bought the kain and asks her friend to make a baju kurung. For me, the pattern is really unique. Orange in colour and the flowers were knitted, maroon in colours. Just nice... I love it! :) The third which was my first Raya baju kurung, was just a simple baju kurung, red in colour which my father bought for me in MAHABBAH, Kepala Batas. It was such a long walk that night before I decided to buy this baju kurung. It was so hard to find a really bright red colour of baju kurung. But, Alhamdulillah.. I found one.. :) The fourth, fifth and sixth baju kurung were all rezeki, I guess.. I did not plan at all.. But, suddenly I got six! Great! >.<

The first eid, normally we will gather and bermaafan.. I did not want to get carry by emotion.. I will just sengih sengih.. and wishes selamat hari raya... NO maaf zahir batin.. feel like crying! OHOI! *sensitipbanget* and then, we will entertain kids from my kampung that come for DUIT RAYA! hahaha.. and then, we will visit the relatives who stay near to us in Kampung Teluk. That was the end of my first day of Hari Raya!

Okay, I guess this was the end. Actually takda idea tapi gagah nak menulis.. cenggitula.. cerita pasal baju raya ja.. APA KES? Gamba pun malas upload. Lantaklah.. :P
Assalam.. :)

#Two weeks to go! Ireland! I'm coming!


Friday, August 2, 2013

Last days in ramadhan....

Assalamualaikum and hye guys...
Mood nak merapu dalam english... do bear with my writing aaaa... hehe..
Okay, as we all knows muslims are in the mid of preparation of celebrating eid which will be soon on 8th August, in shaa Allah... it means that we are in the phase of leaving the month full of barakah, Ramadhan... :') oh oh oh.... what are the deeds that we left and forgot to do? what are the sins that we accidentally did before this.. haha.. tragis ayat aku... but, what I wanna say here is to figure out a few things about ourselves.. try to reflect upon our mistakes and improve ourselves day by day... and this is the hardest part to do.... even until today, I cant promise myself to change... what is it? istiqamah.... ;) yepp... the hardest thing everrr! So, what is our plan on the behaviour of procastinate? Betoi ka tak tatau ejaan aku nih...  hahaha... better check on the dictionary... :p 
I make a list of mine in the way to achieve my goal..
First,
I will make a plan the night before for the next morning until night... How to plan? just write on a payper or your hp... alah... tau ja hangpa semua ada hp kewl yang boleh touch touch ja tuh.. hihi... list all the good things you wanna done the next day including ibadah, studies, helping mom...for me, even the smallest thing such as shampoo and wear face masks or cut my nails also included in the list! hahaha... because, i tend to forget what to do.... *sigh* ottokeeee...
Second,
Discipline yourself following the list you have done! how? Try to reward yourself something if you follow the list! :) for me, i will watch running man after the whole tiring day... errr.... aku punya suka la nak rewardkan diri aku cmna.. haha.. if not, try to punish yourself.. contohnya, tak boleh minum kopi seminggu... haha.. what the fish?? yeahh... i know, but a coffee addicted like me, it is really depressing not to have even a sip for a day....
Third,
Yeah.. doa doa doa... doa is our strength... ;) do pray that you will always be constant in whatever good deeds that you done everyday..... and keep telling yourself that the world is not everything to be worried about... hereafter is the ultimate aim! so, keep praying and have faith!
anddd...
Not to forget! The last ten days... are the chances to meet Laila... lailatulqadar... hehe.. Miss Laila is waiting for us, to grant our prayers... so, patiently carried out your ibadah and make sure you list out all the things you want in the world and hereafter... and dont forget! Do solat sunat taubat, and pray sincerely to ask for His forgiveness... in shaa Allah... He is the Great Listener.... ;)
okay! got to go! till we meet again... Assalamualaikum... ;)adiossss!